i almost feel bummed every month when i get my period. i srsly want to have a family. i know it's hard. harder than i could ever imagine. but dammit, i'm ready. i just want to be a momma.

david hasn't been spending much time with me. i know it's because he's very busy and very stressed out and he needs to have some down time, but i miss him just cuddling with me in bed before falling asleep. and i miss sex. holy cow.