david's birthday was thursday. it's saturday and i still haven't gotten him a present. WHY DON"T I KNOW MY BOYFRIEND ENOUGH TO GET HIM A GIFT?!?!?!

i tried to take him out for his birthday and all he wanted to do was play xbox online.
i forgot to buy him a card.
he doesn't like cake.
he can't even give me IDEAS for a present.
girls are so much easier to buy for.
he buys the things he wants, when he wants them.
the things he doesn't buy are the expensive things that i can't afford.
yeah, i'd buy him an ipod, but i don't have $300.
i'd borrow it from somewhere, but i'll never be able to pay it back.

i hate my life.
i feel like the biggest piece of shit ever.