i really love him. i've never hated him. sure, most of my posts are about how i'm frustrated with him. i only really post the negative because i feel like a crazy girl when i'm like HES CUDDLING WITH THE CAT WE SPOONED LAST NIGHT LIFE IS GOOD. bleh bleh bleh. no one wants to read the sappy stuff. well, i do.

he posted a blog yesterday and i read it quickly last night but i reread it this morning. it's good to know how he feels. finally, to have some concrete evidence.