Tuesday, June 24, 2008

copied from my now deleted journal

i've never NEVER said that i require a large, fancy house, with expensive things inside. i frankly don't care where i live as long as it's safe and cozy. i don't care abut designer labels or bling. i don't. i never have. sure it's be nice to be fit and rich and live in a fancy place, but i don't expect to be able to afford that. not with this economy. i'd rather live in a little old apartment than some hosue we can't afford anyhow. yes, our place is small but we can afford it. sometimes you just have to make due. maybe if some people weren't so fucking selfish [not david in any way]we could be living in a nicer place and working on it and maybe buying it sometime in the future.

i've never said that once i have a child that i'll never work again. i just don't want to be expected to work 40 hrs. i'm going to be the woman who raises my child, not a babysitter/daycare, nor his/her grandparents. David and myself.

i don't need a big fancy wedding with too many guests and overpriced food. i just want to get married. so that we can do things TOGETHER. not well, you do this and i'll do that and eventually 22353 yrs down the line, maybe, just maybe, we ca get married. i don't expect to have all the things that my mom or dave's parents have. they've been working for those things for a long time.

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